Monday, September 28, 2009

yoyo

yoyo , here to post smt new for u all to read !!

Recently had been tired easily !! last time can ton till damn late now cant damn late liao , oh no !!

And i was always hungry during midnight but damn lazy to cook =x

well , since nth to do only can watch anime or movies , or rotting.

When i was tired i felt like sleeping , but then freesky had some stuffs to wait to do , so cant sleep yet =x and it can be for hours , lol , killing time watching movie , and ton , anyway having patience and perseverance is a good sign =)

I started late in the garena game freesky , to be the proest , i needa spend more time on it , cos i dont wanna spend money , a bit waste to spend on these kind of games , example : maple.

Those online mmorpg , u just need to spend more time u can get proer , y waste ur money ?

If u dont have time to spend its ok also , just a game , unless u really wanna win others.

Having a goal or having a purpose in life makes it more meaningful , likewise in everything else , be it games , sports or w/e , if u just do smt for the sake of being force ?

U wont end up doing well , even if u had talent in that particular stuff.
Do it for others unwillingly ? also same .
If its willingly it wont fare that well too , cos its for others .

Doing it cos u set a goal in it , or u have a purpose in it , u will excel.
U will put in more effort to make ur goal realise and purpose fulfilled , thats why =D

If u lack a purpose or goal in doing smt , maybe u haven found it yet or u really doesnt value that particular stuff . If u doesnt value it , u wont have a goal , and whats ur purpose of doing that stuff?

Either forced , killing time or u havent found the merits yet.

I had a purpose in playing freesky , to get free gm =D initially.
My goal at first was just to claim all the free gm quests.

But after i claimed all , the game was quite stupid as it was simple to understand everything , it just takes time. Nothing was really difficult or complicated , the graphic was below average to me , the gameplay was a waste of time , really a game to kill time.

But since i claimed gm , its a waste of my effort initially to play and i can kill time , cos it doesnt requires much attention , only some from time to time , so i wait till the time is required then i go do it.

While waiting , i can play dota , etc , at least i got a variety of things to do , if not it will be so damn bored.
Its for people that are free from time to time and not all the time =D , though the more time u spend on it , the better it will be =) , but still it aint need so much time like other rpg games , example : maple ( u can spend 24/7 on it because theres nth for u to wait while playing the game)

Also some of my friends are playing also , friends that are playing the same game together is much more fun =D .

1.Got one more topic to talk about ( while outside )
2.We can bond while playing together ( though quarrels may occur )
3.Got friends to aid u in the game ( if they bad friends , can harm u also )
4.Got friends to accompany u playing the game or chatting in the game ( though they may ignore u )
5.U can realise which of ur friends are not worth making by points 3 and 4 ( A game may be minor , if minor stuffs can hurt ur friendship , its not worth even making xD )

Thursday, September 17, 2009

What i believed

Fate is the real mastermind of people's life though you can choose to fight it , even if you win , you only can win one battle at a time , given how many battles are there in an average human life , what are the odds?

Not to consider , when you are born with ur intellectual , genes , looks , parents , siblings etc . Its all been decided , for that part fate had obviously won , u cant fight that.

Well all that u are born with u can change them , or i say that it will automatically change , cos what ur parents and siblings do, u couldn't fully control them , but yet it will affect u somehow as they are ur family and its fixed.

As for u urself , ur intellectual , looks , gifts , talents or disability all can be changed too , though people said that the original is the best , well there's no right or wrong in this question , whether its been artificially enhanced or its the original there's both good and bad cases.

Like u can take pills for a stronger body or mind , but it might have side effects in the long run or some people are allergic to the pills while some are not. So everything had good and bad.

But if u had a worst fate , its definitely hard to fight against it , if u are born gifted , well most of the stuffs are easy for u , if u are disabled , definitely life is gonna be tough.

There are cases where people can paint beautifully with their legs ! But they definitely been through a lot then people who paint with their hands. Whatever u do , no matter how hard u try to fight it , fate definitely wins (overall).

And i believe that life is totally not fair , surely there's people that fate are biased on.

That's why they had gifts , while some don't . That's why there are pretty and ugly girls , handsome and ugly guys.

While the 2nd half of your life are earned by u urself , but its inter-linked with the first , as everything that happened before affects what happen after , aint that right and obvious?

U reap what u sow , u work hard before , u will get ur rewards after. ( Simple example )

So what happen when u are born , all is inter-linked with what u wanna do in ur life.

U can give up when fate is cruel to u or fight it , fighting it is tough but at least it makes ur life easier after u reap what u sow , LOl .

When fate totally loves u , ur life aint so complicated , u can find ur path easily and achieve success easily , but the term " u reap what u sow " still comes in after all.

People who said that life is fair , or fate is fair etc are all bullshit , u need to open ur eyes wider , when u are born disabled means u will have good parents ? Or means u will be rich ?

When u are gifted means u will have a terrible family ? What u are born with , DEFINITELY aint the same as everyone else , confirm plus chop , everyone will have a different life , it aint the same when u weigh it .

If not y the african kids are so pitiful ? born terrible , life after they are born also is terrible, lmao

Get a life , those blind asses. Oh and the term motherfucker is just so nice* to use it , LOl.

Well since 2nd half of our life are governed mainly by us , still a better life can go on =) (after some hard work , of cos)

Moral of the story : U reap what u sow after fate had toyed with u and be contented with what u have to be free of worries.

P.S : What i meant to be contented with what u have means to be really CONTENTED , even if u are born blinded or with only a few years to live and had to suffer pain for 24hrs per day , be CONTENTED and just R.I.P or else u will start whining like me =)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Blog song

Just want to notify my readers that i love my blog song very much , =D .

The vocal , bass and lyrics all i love it.

Especially the lyrics , it was sad and meaningful !

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Short post

Lol , i had this blog for around 2 years already , counting from 2007 , hmmm , as i am bored or wanted to think about what i had done or experienced in the past , i can just scroll back to 2007 , 2008 etc to read about my post !!

Also i can read the tags that people had tag me in the past =D

As u can see i love to reminisce about the past as it can kill time and the feeling u get while reminiscing about the past is just describable its is just so great =D , so everyone follow me and bask in the glory or shitty of ur past as the feeling u get is fantastic !

The End , will post more when i think of something =)

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Random

Reagen , since u decided to have a blog , share it with all people =D , anyway only ur friends will have link ma , haha . Unless other people blog hop lor , haha.

A blog is similar to a diary , just that in a diary , what u wrote , others cant see it so easily unlike a blog , but ur deepest fear , secrets u still can share it with us if u like !

If u dont want to share it , just blog about ur daily life or just blog anything that u wanna share with ur reader !

What u feel about anything , ur opinions , ideas , etc u can just share it !

Ur readers may give valuable opinions also and can cheer u up in some ways =D

P.S I love this song ! Though i wanted to put Linkin Park - New Divide , but i cant find it in the website that i always use , so i use this song as a substitute cos its one of my favourite also =D

Having a video put is better than just a song right xP.

Enjoy !

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Nostalgic Memories

Sent by weixian on
01/07/2009 10:58 pm
remember that time,when my birthday.
you send me a message.
here to give you one message for yours too.
kinda know you for 5years?
from sec 1,dont know you so well until end of year when maple is introduce.
sec2: know you well through games already,but some how,things changes for bgr. little little problem.
sec3:changes class and i remember dota is introduce in sec 2. sort of your master for it. but i'm proud that you train till so pro now.
sec4:doesnt talk much except fighting and quaareeling. because of games? and talk only for games?
but end of year became another different thing.
its where our friendship increases and really make me feel good to have you as a great buddy/friend/daddy. and of course a great bro also.
spend our tme together,playing slacking and working.
it will be damn hard to really forget that period of time,where i'm really happy to know you well. hahas.
a year after sec4:
last year,we gone from drinking and clubbing and everything. things we faced together. though things changes and you got kinda emo at times. but you still are a great fren to me.
THIS YEAR:A HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
IT MIGHT NOT BE A GREAT DAY TO YOU.(maybe cause you get emo again)
but i jus wanna TELL YOU THAT i'm happy to have you as my friend all along.
thank you so much,and may our friendship last.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY =)

I realise that no matter how unforgettable an event is , as we proceed with life , we will tend to forget bits and pieces of such memories until smt familiar happen or we chance to smt that will remind us of that unforgettable event then will we remember such nostalgic memories.

Well , a simple msg , a simple action can let someone remember smt for life as its so dear to some of us.

I happen to chance upon this msg from friendster which i never delete cos it dont happen everytime and it serves as a memory that i will remember for life ! thx wx for this wonderful memory and all of my friends who did smt sweet for me in my life =) .

I wont forget those wonderful memories , but i suppose if the duration is too long maybe my brain will auto delete those memories , so i love collecting old stuffs especially those that can provoke my memory of some stuffs that i find it sweet , be it a simple greeting.

Actions on this side is more impt , but what happen in the event will fade away if there are no stuffs that can retain the memory in it so i somehow decided to let stuffs do the thinking rather then those memories cant be retain by stuffs but by our forgetting brain.

Those stuffs that will cease to exist in a sweet event or etc , only let our brain to remember it is not good enough as we will forget it one day so i will try to pass a simple note for that person to remember that event when that note is read once.

Keeping old stuffs may be a waste of space cos it may be deemed unnecessary but when the time arise for it to be use for that person to remember all the good moments that happen during that particular period , that *old* stuff will be damn precious to provoke our memories.

So i had a habit of keeping stuffs that will let me remember something in particular that happen be it good or bad as i will remember what i did or what ppl did to me during that period forever.

Family , relatives and friends are the pillars that will let people to continue to stand strong during tough periods ! And they are the ones who make life interesting !

Playing games with friends aint that bad too , cos whatever happen during that period will let u remember it by playing back the game even when its ages ago or when people mention the name of that game will let u remember all of the memories be it good or bad.

i always play games with friends cos its more fun this way , though sometimes quarrels may arise , disappointed may be felt but i feel that playing with friends will have more good memories then bad ones !

Whatever that happen , remember to keep all stuffs that may be deem priceless but its precious to u somehow and as it ages and u chance upon it sometime in the future , that stuff may be too precious for u to forsake it , so remember that choices have consequences , decide ur choices carefully , the past is for people to remember and not to forsake , know the mistakes u did in the past and improve urself in the present , remember the nostalgic memories that happen in the past to let urself know who is dear to u , dont judge someone by the present only , judge using the past and present !

Now i know why people keep tabs of history and even teaches us history though it doesnt involve us directly means its quite useless to us -.- , haha. Maybe it may just be used to past time when u are bored , but the creation of camera , video cam , history textbooks and etc proves that history is smt worth remembering !

All photos , videos and texts are an object of the past , true right !

-Azeroth

Monday, August 3, 2009