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Its fucking retarded when u had to see living creatures dead .
The feel is just fuck up.
And life goes on , u had to forget it one day.
Well , life is so screwed .
Doesnt matter , everybody life is screwed at times. LOL
Monday, April 28, 2008
The devasting news of my hamster.
1 OF MY HAMSTER IS DEAD , WTF , dead when i returned home today ..... my first reaction was to think WHY it will happen !! this is so wtf , knn , ccb , omg impossible !! Always fed with food and water , omg , and its like 2 years old only , its still damn young %#@% , omg either is sick or old age , for hamster.
I was shouting and screaming , to my whole house , omg , when i saw my hamster lying motionless in the wheel , where he exercise , hes was from so fat , now .................. so thin ....................and dead , in one of my previous post , he had already turned damn skinny and lost a lot of hair , and now hes dead....
With his mouth open and i saw 2 of his teeth. His eyes are still wide open .... but was in a damn terrible state , damn skinny.
Omg , as it was my hamster , i felt grieved .
But still tears aint coming out yet , maybe such scenes wont made me cry.
Totally engulfed by grief at that moment , and a bit terrified by the fact that i think he cant be dead , but he seems motionless , then slowly , i reach out my hand and carry him out , seeing his totally black eyes still open , and his mouth too , dying on the exercise wheel means he was using his last breathe to exercise , but he failed or maybe he did for a while before the toll is too much for him to take.
ZZZZzz silent for a moment ...........................................................................
Lets pray for my dear hamster . I immediately take some toilet roll and cover the rest of his body except for his head and ran downstairs and dig some soil out and bury him inside , thats the least i could do for nth else i think was better.
Now its time for some sad songs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
For a living thing just past away infront of u , and its releated to u and u handle his OWN FUNERAL !! U buried him , and grief for him , omg , thats the pain when that happen to u .
Though the fact that it was just only a hamster , nobody will actually made a grand funeral or w/e , or let the fact bothered u for long , even if its a human i think only that ppl will be grieved longer AND to others its only right , not for a pet.
Life still has to carry on , lol , i blogged for my hamster. R.I.P
I left one more hamster.
I was shouting and screaming , to my whole house , omg , when i saw my hamster lying motionless in the wheel , where he exercise , hes was from so fat , now .................. so thin ....................and dead , in one of my previous post , he had already turned damn skinny and lost a lot of hair , and now hes dead....
With his mouth open and i saw 2 of his teeth. His eyes are still wide open .... but was in a damn terrible state , damn skinny.
Omg , as it was my hamster , i felt grieved .
But still tears aint coming out yet , maybe such scenes wont made me cry.
Totally engulfed by grief at that moment , and a bit terrified by the fact that i think he cant be dead , but he seems motionless , then slowly , i reach out my hand and carry him out , seeing his totally black eyes still open , and his mouth too , dying on the exercise wheel means he was using his last breathe to exercise , but he failed or maybe he did for a while before the toll is too much for him to take.
ZZZZzz silent for a moment ...........................................................................
Lets pray for my dear hamster . I immediately take some toilet roll and cover the rest of his body except for his head and ran downstairs and dig some soil out and bury him inside , thats the least i could do for nth else i think was better.
Now its time for some sad songs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
For a living thing just past away infront of u , and its releated to u and u handle his OWN FUNERAL !! U buried him , and grief for him , omg , thats the pain when that happen to u .
Though the fact that it was just only a hamster , nobody will actually made a grand funeral or w/e , or let the fact bothered u for long , even if its a human i think only that ppl will be grieved longer AND to others its only right , not for a pet.
Life still has to carry on , lol , i blogged for my hamster. R.I.P
I left one more hamster.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Random post
Hahaha , due to penghoe ask me update , i update a bit lor , haha. Hmm its late le now , and gt sch later argh !! left 5h to sleep only.
Hmmm , i miss the tattoo that i had that time , haha a Love word in chinese and a scorpion ,though its nt permanent but like this better , the ink is black color and nt greenish , its more cool =D
Hmmm , and sorry to my daughter , haha , just apologizing.
And ite hor the environment damn beng sia , haha will tio polluted soon , surely =X , haha.
Ok end le , NIGHTS TO ALL.
Hmmm , i miss the tattoo that i had that time , haha a Love word in chinese and a scorpion ,though its nt permanent but like this better , the ink is black color and nt greenish , its more cool =D
Hmmm , and sorry to my daughter , haha , just apologizing.
And ite hor the environment damn beng sia , haha will tio polluted soon , surely =X , haha.
Ok end le , NIGHTS TO ALL.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
4th of april to 5th of april
Hmm , on that day i rot at home lor , wanted to go out but also no where fun to go and everywhere needs a lot of $$$ , then later in the afternoon , wx came to my house to play ps3 then later esther came 2 , in the end me and wx is playing ps3 and esther using my com.
Watched tv at 9pm then around 10 pm wx and esther went home le , my entire day was spent watching Naruto , prisonbreak , heroes and Secret , woot secret is good.
Hmmm , on 5th of april , haha another day to rot at home , whole day stay at home , doing nth much , watching anime , and tv series only , and played viwawa and dota for a while more , haha if no more dota to play will die -.- , and prisonbreak stopped at season 3 episode 13 zzzzzz , heroes i watch till episode 5 then hang a bit , omg wtf , though heroes i still got damn lots to watch , can kill a lot of time , but if spent ur whole day watching tv series surely is very boring de lor , i got things to do , but just didnt like doing the same thing -.-
Even if kept changing between a few things is also boring , u all know ? i suppose u all know ba , cooping at home all day is Boring , sometimes needa go out to get some fresh air , and go out to play lor , and nt solo hor , solo is boring also , needa friends to accompany u , even 1 is enough =D
Go playground play ? go eat ? blah blah a lot things to do outside , haha , even chatting tgt or listening to music tgt is enjoyable.
Hmmm one more thing to say is that one of my hamster is dying , i think so .
Omg she lost a lottt of hair and TURN VERY THIN over a few days , omg .................. y my hamster de life span is so shortttttt , i think shes just 2 years old nia , omggggggggggggggggg wtf is happening to her , hope she can be alright ba =)
Watched tv at 9pm then around 10 pm wx and esther went home le , my entire day was spent watching Naruto , prisonbreak , heroes and Secret , woot secret is good.
Hmmm , on 5th of april , haha another day to rot at home , whole day stay at home , doing nth much , watching anime , and tv series only , and played viwawa and dota for a while more , haha if no more dota to play will die -.- , and prisonbreak stopped at season 3 episode 13 zzzzzz , heroes i watch till episode 5 then hang a bit , omg wtf , though heroes i still got damn lots to watch , can kill a lot of time , but if spent ur whole day watching tv series surely is very boring de lor , i got things to do , but just didnt like doing the same thing -.-
Even if kept changing between a few things is also boring , u all know ? i suppose u all know ba , cooping at home all day is Boring , sometimes needa go out to get some fresh air , and go out to play lor , and nt solo hor , solo is boring also , needa friends to accompany u , even 1 is enough =D
Go playground play ? go eat ? blah blah a lot things to do outside , haha , even chatting tgt or listening to music tgt is enjoyable.
Hmmm one more thing to say is that one of my hamster is dying , i think so .
Omg she lost a lottt of hair and TURN VERY THIN over a few days , omg .................. y my hamster de life span is so shortttttt , i think shes just 2 years old nia , omggggggggggggggggg wtf is happening to her , hope she can be alright ba =)
3rd of April
Hmmmm , on that day , slept in gw house till around 2 to 3 pm , wake up le , one play hp , one play psp , one com , the other dunno die where , lol , anyway just pass our time in gw house till around 5pm , then headed down to gek poh though there was the heavy rain , si gw la , Lol , pester us to go with him to straighten his fringe .
I still dunno want straighten fringe or not , dunno will weird or not , but i only know one thing , its costly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok headed to there , went to kfc to eat , the salon charges $20, but closing soon so never straighten for gw , went to arena to pool , 9pm me and yj at there watching tv while gw and wx was pooling , 10pm went out .
Gw headed home , yj wx and me heading to wx house , saw a rusty bike with airless tyre , go near wx house de place(forgot the name) to pump the bike tyre , lol , at first wx dunno how to pump , then in the end a kind stranger helped us , haha , got a new bike , but then hor the bike is sooo rusty , so me and wx go dismantle the bike wheels , throw away the body , and replace a wheel with another bike thats in good condition but had a punctured bike tyre , ta da , all done.
Lol , this is called reusing , lol haha. Then wx and yj ride the bike to adel house to ton , i dunno who zai who , i went to take 185 at wx house there , but to my dismay , WTF , 185 till 11.13 only , zzzzzzz walk so far to take 99 back home .
Played my com , watching Secret , i know its old but then its still so gooodd
A good movie with a not bad plot and touching scenes and got 2 babe , sky and rain , woott both are cute and pretty =) , ok end here !
I still dunno want straighten fringe or not , dunno will weird or not , but i only know one thing , its costly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok headed to there , went to kfc to eat , the salon charges $20, but closing soon so never straighten for gw , went to arena to pool , 9pm me and yj at there watching tv while gw and wx was pooling , 10pm went out .
Gw headed home , yj wx and me heading to wx house , saw a rusty bike with airless tyre , go near wx house de place(forgot the name) to pump the bike tyre , lol , at first wx dunno how to pump , then in the end a kind stranger helped us , haha , got a new bike , but then hor the bike is sooo rusty , so me and wx go dismantle the bike wheels , throw away the body , and replace a wheel with another bike thats in good condition but had a punctured bike tyre , ta da , all done.
Lol , this is called reusing , lol haha. Then wx and yj ride the bike to adel house to ton , i dunno who zai who , i went to take 185 at wx house there , but to my dismay , WTF , 185 till 11.13 only , zzzzzzz walk so far to take 99 back home .
Played my com , watching Secret , i know its old but then its still so gooodd
A good movie with a not bad plot and touching scenes and got 2 babe , sky and rain , woott both are cute and pretty =) , ok end here !
2nd of April
On 2nd of April , i went to sentosa with wr , reagen , wx and esther , went to je to meet they all plus ye jie , but ye jie went to pc bunk to play lan with his friends.
Then off we went there , well also nth much to talk about , its quite a long journey there then played volleyball for a while , WOW the sand is damn hot , lol.
After playing for a while , it was damn boring la , but went to rock to sit lor , i climb up a huge rock and sat on top of it , nt too tall also but the view was nt bad.
Wx and esther went to buy a short for wx and wr and reagen went to get some drinks , i was there waiting for them and resting.When they returned and as we got a tight budget , we were disscussing where to go , then in the end also go no where , lol , went to seven 11 to get some stuffs , and were around there for a long timee!!
Then wr and reagen go buy the $18 for 3 rides de skyride and lunge , while me and wx was playing with the ball and esther played for some time 2 then was watching us ,childish behaviour during there , haha but nevertheless it was fun.
Wr and reagen played twice then came back looking for us and we went there to watch them ride , but in the end me , wr and reagen we ride tgt only esther and wx never play.
$#!$!@# $10 for a stupid ride -.- , it was quite fun but then $10 for a ride was costly lor , $18 for 3 was also costly , haha.
Off we go back to vivocity to meet ye jie , stupid ye jie sia , i thought he very early at there le , cos he said meet at adidas de shop at lvl 1 but he was late -.- , i still thought he was there waiting , lol.
Went to take a bus back to toh guan there , i forgot the bus number le , lol .
Then we parted ways there , wr and reagen went home , while me , esther wx and yj went to esther house to watch the channel 8 9pm show =) , then later we went to taman jurong wanting to play lan there , THEN at lan lab need over 18 then can make members , went to another lan shop , ye jie forgot bring his ic -.- , soooooooooo called guo wei and went to his house to ton , awww , si gw , ps 2 no controller , lol , so played his com , play with him , and explore his house ??? make his house lively?? Lol , haha.
Then off we went there , well also nth much to talk about , its quite a long journey there then played volleyball for a while , WOW the sand is damn hot , lol.
After playing for a while , it was damn boring la , but went to rock to sit lor , i climb up a huge rock and sat on top of it , nt too tall also but the view was nt bad.
Wx and esther went to buy a short for wx and wr and reagen went to get some drinks , i was there waiting for them and resting.When they returned and as we got a tight budget , we were disscussing where to go , then in the end also go no where , lol , went to seven 11 to get some stuffs , and were around there for a long timee!!
Then wr and reagen go buy the $18 for 3 rides de skyride and lunge , while me and wx was playing with the ball and esther played for some time 2 then was watching us ,childish behaviour during there , haha but nevertheless it was fun.
Wr and reagen played twice then came back looking for us and we went there to watch them ride , but in the end me , wr and reagen we ride tgt only esther and wx never play.
$#!$!@# $10 for a stupid ride -.- , it was quite fun but then $10 for a ride was costly lor , $18 for 3 was also costly , haha.
Off we go back to vivocity to meet ye jie , stupid ye jie sia , i thought he very early at there le , cos he said meet at adidas de shop at lvl 1 but he was late -.- , i still thought he was there waiting , lol.
Went to take a bus back to toh guan there , i forgot the bus number le , lol .
Then we parted ways there , wr and reagen went home , while me , esther wx and yj went to esther house to watch the channel 8 9pm show =) , then later we went to taman jurong wanting to play lan there , THEN at lan lab need over 18 then can make members , went to another lan shop , ye jie forgot bring his ic -.- , soooooooooo called guo wei and went to his house to ton , awww , si gw , ps 2 no controller , lol , so played his com , play with him , and explore his house ??? make his house lively?? Lol , haha.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Ok blur photo i know
Lol , this is blur , haha bear with it ba =D
Hmmm , on 1st of april , went to town with jiande , penghoe , heng tong and wei hong , met at 2pm at je , heng i nt that last , ph is the last , WAHAHA.
Then headed to raffles place and dunno walk where le , went to paragon , heeren and wheellock , lol cute name.
Kept walkin to and fro from paragon to wheellock -.- , to buy stuffs as they cant make up their mind , tiring sia !!
We ate at paragon de sushi tei or teh ar , lol , at around 4pm , lol one bowl of noodles i pay $10 , though cost $7 nia but extra money for gst tax and my friends to drink coffee , Lol .
At first we also cant make up our mind between sushi or coffee bean so we flip a coin , and heng wen to sushi , cos how to settle between lunch and dinner at coffee bean sia , and coffee bean de great idea is me gave de =D
Ok , a few of my friends got buy smt , only i buy nth , i went there just to accompany them ba , had no intention to shop.
Had some fun by playing with one another , like pushing , gaying , disturbing others , lol and stuffs , haha quite chidlish but fun, u all should know what stuffs we all played as all teenages will play with friends de , or i say guai laning one another ?? Lol
Kept walking and window shopping for me till around 7pm then we went to pool , i played pool for a few matches only , around 10pm then we head off le , during the journey to mrt we kept saying damn cold and lame de april fool jokes -.-( also i start first de =D )
Me and wh alighted at Je , bought 2 packest of titbits , i chose for wh de also , lol we 2 bought almost the same , except for one packet of calbee potato chips different a bit.
I took bus 99 there and OFF TO HOME , Dota one round with jd and wh and won , though got 2 other noob public teammates , shall nt comment more about them , cos they will make my blood boil and they are hopelesssssssssssssss.
Blogged and Night
Miss chua birthday
Hmmm , march 31st is miss chua birthday i guess , that day i woke up at around 3pm , then played a round of dota , prepared and off i went to school de busstop there , esther kept ask me to hurry lol .
Reached there liao still got ppl more late then me -.- , but only few la , saw many 4c ppl and one 4d , hmmm i am from 4e a bit extra la , cos miss chua is 4c de form teacher ma , haha , but i still went cos miss chua is my halo mentor for 2 years , haha.
Went inside school shortly after , took a photo , then miss chua cut the cake for us le , got around 20 ppl i think , 60% boys , 40% girls , got some extra ppl come and go , lol , dunno their names also.
Well i didnt saw any juniors that i know cos went in during 5pm where most pupils went home le .
Nobody sang birthday song also , no one initiated and all hum ji one , oh well , haha , then after that i went to withdraw money to pay yi long , buy some stuffs and head back home le , solo went home , lol.
ZzzzzZZ , i at first walk left , then think something is wrong then walk back to my original place , then walk right , then i found out left is the shortcut , OMG WTF IS WRONG WITH ME , i should just trust my instinct zzzzzzzzz , oh well , walk the longer route home lor.
At night , yi long and shen shiong came to my house for an hour , yi long using my com ss and me watching tv then later they went to watch step up 2 le , i warn them dont watch de cos its bad , but they dont wan to heed my advice , good luck to them lor.
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