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Its fucking retarded when u had to see living creatures dead .
The feel is just fuck up.
And life goes on , u had to forget it one day.
Well , life is so screwed .
Doesnt matter , everybody life is screwed at times. LOL
Monday, April 28, 2008
The devasting news of my hamster.
1 OF MY HAMSTER IS DEAD , WTF , dead when i returned home today ..... my first reaction was to think WHY it will happen !! this is so wtf , knn , ccb , omg impossible !! Always fed with food and water , omg , and its like 2 years old only , its still damn young %#@% , omg either is sick or old age , for hamster.
I was shouting and screaming , to my whole house , omg , when i saw my hamster lying motionless in the wheel , where he exercise , hes was from so fat , now .................. so thin ....................and dead , in one of my previous post , he had already turned damn skinny and lost a lot of hair , and now hes dead....
With his mouth open and i saw 2 of his teeth. His eyes are still wide open .... but was in a damn terrible state , damn skinny.
Omg , as it was my hamster , i felt grieved .
But still tears aint coming out yet , maybe such scenes wont made me cry.
Totally engulfed by grief at that moment , and a bit terrified by the fact that i think he cant be dead , but he seems motionless , then slowly , i reach out my hand and carry him out , seeing his totally black eyes still open , and his mouth too , dying on the exercise wheel means he was using his last breathe to exercise , but he failed or maybe he did for a while before the toll is too much for him to take.
ZZZZzz silent for a moment ...........................................................................
Lets pray for my dear hamster . I immediately take some toilet roll and cover the rest of his body except for his head and ran downstairs and dig some soil out and bury him inside , thats the least i could do for nth else i think was better.
Now its time for some sad songs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
For a living thing just past away infront of u , and its releated to u and u handle his OWN FUNERAL !! U buried him , and grief for him , omg , thats the pain when that happen to u .
Though the fact that it was just only a hamster , nobody will actually made a grand funeral or w/e , or let the fact bothered u for long , even if its a human i think only that ppl will be grieved longer AND to others its only right , not for a pet.
Life still has to carry on , lol , i blogged for my hamster. R.I.P
I left one more hamster.
I was shouting and screaming , to my whole house , omg , when i saw my hamster lying motionless in the wheel , where he exercise , hes was from so fat , now .................. so thin ....................and dead , in one of my previous post , he had already turned damn skinny and lost a lot of hair , and now hes dead....
With his mouth open and i saw 2 of his teeth. His eyes are still wide open .... but was in a damn terrible state , damn skinny.
Omg , as it was my hamster , i felt grieved .
But still tears aint coming out yet , maybe such scenes wont made me cry.
Totally engulfed by grief at that moment , and a bit terrified by the fact that i think he cant be dead , but he seems motionless , then slowly , i reach out my hand and carry him out , seeing his totally black eyes still open , and his mouth too , dying on the exercise wheel means he was using his last breathe to exercise , but he failed or maybe he did for a while before the toll is too much for him to take.
ZZZZzz silent for a moment ...........................................................................
Lets pray for my dear hamster . I immediately take some toilet roll and cover the rest of his body except for his head and ran downstairs and dig some soil out and bury him inside , thats the least i could do for nth else i think was better.
Now its time for some sad songs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
For a living thing just past away infront of u , and its releated to u and u handle his OWN FUNERAL !! U buried him , and grief for him , omg , thats the pain when that happen to u .
Though the fact that it was just only a hamster , nobody will actually made a grand funeral or w/e , or let the fact bothered u for long , even if its a human i think only that ppl will be grieved longer AND to others its only right , not for a pet.
Life still has to carry on , lol , i blogged for my hamster. R.I.P
I left one more hamster.
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