Christmas Eve Present

3 dec my court -- 4 dec wx court , say want go wx court and celebrate edmund birthday on 3dec of december, at least i decided on those stuffs.

But never get to do it , cos inside CPC , bo bian lor . Hope to see wx at least for once on dec 3rd inside CPC but also didnt get the chance zzzzzz. ps.

Wanna know what happened to wx , but only get to know around one week later , when my parents visited me for the first time and i ask them.

Glad to know that he got probation , though its also boring , but better then in prison ( Yeah )

Well , used and quite suited to night life , but bo bian , though inside a lot ppl got say how to breach probation safely , got one also kept confirm can , but i told him , there's nothing as confirm to me , 99.9% still can , i just dont really take confirm as a word in my dictionary , though it really is in the dictionary , just not mine la , LOl

Its too important a word to be taken lightly , so i dont dare to use it =D

Though at some instant , the outcome is so damn obvious that miracles cant happen .

Oh ya , i dont like the word *miracle* also , those type of words that is not absolute , seems pointless to just speculate the outcome. We cant hope for a miracle to happen , though if we can make something happen ---- It wont be a miracle , right?

If there's a possibility of a different outcome ---- the word *confirm* cant come in right ? 99.99% the most right?

So for people who actually read my blog , these are just info to know me better =D , even if i really said those words , its either in jest or i am just speculating.

Yea , speculating the outcome while using the word *confirm* , its being said out of my mouth , but in my heart i dont meant it , haha , no matter what are the odds , nothing is absolute , i think!

Ok , inside 3 weeks is hell , will only be specific about the details when i got the mood.

Inside i am thinking of nth much , the most only daydream , wont got emo mood , or a weird feeling that will be enhance with emo songs ( which i love , cos the lyrics is fabulous ! )

Maybe cos its too uncomfortable inside , with restrictions and i knew i wont be out.

While i am secure , comfortable and delighted at home =) , so i can be myself without worrying about anything , and when i got nothing delightful to do while at home , those emo moods will generate ?

This is how i think of it la , but all kind of feelings that people felt makes ur life colorful !

quite long bo see jd , first time see him , when he visit me when i am out of jail , his hair is longer !

Wx hair is shorter , the rest still same i suppose , character same , feelings same , haha

3 weeks still ok i think , if 1 year , still remember me , but feelings will change somehow i suppose.

Ok gtg sleep soon . Night , my Readers !

Last but not least , my Christmas Eve Present is either rtc or probation , but seeing wx , my prejudice case , others inmates telling the odds of my case , my probation officer and parents telling me the outcome of my case , i am quite certain that i will get probation as my present , but still nervous as always =D.

Always remember ! There's no right or wrong in this world. There's no fairness in this world also! Everything is determined by humans , flawed human follow flawed rules set by flawed people ( no matter how clever or amount of authority a human has , he/she is flawed.)

16 more days to go

16 more days and u are out !!

I will be posting at intervals !!

Went pub with sanford and ah yong , lol with ah yong definitely nt fun.

Haha i am as sick as u now , kept cough like fuck and sick.

Same illness siol.

Going out need see people de to be fun like i told u , w/o u , all the fun is reduced.

With ah yong , we nt close and with his character definitely nt really fun.

As in we need more own ppl , then got outsiders also fun , we can do our own stuffs.

Sanford jio then i go sia , give him face , cos i sick , broke and w/o u just seems moodless.

Been going through our photos tgt , including reagen and ah quan also =(

Miss ah quan also , long time never see him le.

Wait u out and w/o probation or etc then we go play again ba.

Our photos of our group together definitely bring nostalgic memories , now only left me and reagen !! Ah quan always busy and rarely in contact and u been inside !

Whatever i do and whenever i go , some stuffs will just spark the memories that we once had , and those nostalgic memories which i wont forgot , each of my bro de memories all will be stored inside me and never be erased .

Haiz , with those memories yet u are nt around now just felt weird. Waiting for u to be released to create new memories =)

Random

Well , i wonder if the horoscope is really true?

Though i believe in horoscope but nt fully , maybe only 70% ?

I , myself , dont even know how much i believe in something , well i believe cos i am just a typical human living in this vast , cruel and pathetic world.

Only the fittest can survive , this is totally true.

There are a lot of species living in Earth , tons of organism , but not all can compromise and survive together , one thing for sure ; Not all species said the same language.

Since we cant communicate with one another , we do not know what one another wants , BUT one common thing that can be sense with our 7th sense , which is the common sense and it is Survival.

Yet we humans kills ants , lizards , bugs , tiger , sharks , snakes , etc.

Cos they invade our privacy , attempt to harm us , steal our food , steal our oxygen , steal our properties , steal our space and whatever reasons that humans can think of , be it totally ridiculous , as its humans nature to find a scapegoat for whatever wrong we had committed.

This meant that its impossible to wash away one sins.

Well , my conclusion is , even the same type of species cant live in harmony , why even bother to care about other species.

Last but not least , only the fittest survive be it any species.

Hope for a War against all , only the fittest one or family can survive. =D

Life is short , we live to die.

Time heal all wounds but the consequences is , time kills.

Quotes

Read many quotes , from different blogs , either extracted from other " average people " or from those people that are qualified to quotes short but meaningful theories on life.

I said those ppl that are qualified cos , they studied a lot , have good qualification , a lot of people believed what they wrote and i believed that what they wrote makes sense also =) , using short and simple words to summaries one piece of the complicated puzzle of life , as i find life to be countless of pieces of puzzles , one simple quote cant fully summaries it.

Those "average people " are people like u and me , their quotes aint many ppl read it , aint many ppl believe in it and they dont hold high qualification , like Masters , Doctorates which makes them more "clever" as people will said it and thus more qualified to quote.

But i believe , every quote that make people , if its logical la , its after careful and thoroughly
thinking then they wrote it and it consists of either what they experienced of life or what they think of life or even what they think of their life.

Or maybe , they read quotes from all over , and devise their own quotes after studying what quotes other people quoted with different meaning.

What u typed , i believe if it makes sense to you , thats what matters the most i suppose unless u wanna propaganda it or u wanna gain fame , recognition , power!? through those "meaningful" quotes that u quoted.

Though people with qualification will gain fame , recognition and etc faster with their quotes , as people believed they deserve it as they got those qualification which not all people can get it. For those really talented , i admire them and they really deserve to live.

Not to say that average people sucks , but just they doesnt contribute to life as much as people of higher qualification since its a realistic world out there that sees ur qualification More then ur iq or eq ( they are lazy to do these test that i think matters more ) .

Everybody will be motivated and work hard , if there is a purpose in doing so only.
So this means all people that are deemed "lazy" by others , is just that they didn't find their purpose in working hard for that particular stuff , they will work hard some day after they found their purpose , well there's gonna be something that somebody will like right =D.

So u and me , average people , we doesnt deserve as much to live as those Talented people =)
Reasons are simple , u should know it as well as i do .

IF NOT U REALLY DONT DESERVE TO LIVE , GO JUMP AND BE SLAYER .

P.S JUMP HIGHER THAN THE 10 STOREY COS GOT A BOY JUMP FROM 9 STOREY AND HAVEN DIE SO CANNOT BE SLAYER , MUST INSTANT DEATH OK . D:

Weird

hmm, everything to me is ever changing , examples are friendship , kinship and everything else la.

Nothing stays forever , time changes everything , cos with time then will be effect , time affects everything , we do different things every single seconds , thats y everything changes.

So i dont dare to group stuffs too closely or too offensive , who knows , enemies might become friends someday , so if i had enemies just let it be rivals and nt arch-rivals.

If i have friends , let it be , and not buddy , close-friends , good friends maybe it still can be grouped but buddies and stuffs are too *serious* , anything can happen , even through games , work or school stuffs we can drop from buddies to just normal friends as argument can occur.

So its best to decide and weigh everything carefully before u make any unnecessary changes though u can change them anytime , we can be buddies today , after a quarrel , enemies the next day.

But if u keep on changing those somehow *serious* decisions that u made , firstly u dunno what the other party thinks and secondly , u will regret ur decision that u made the first time.

Last but not least , ppl who kept on changing what they think about something , is seems as indecisive and are not really that welcome.

yoyo

yoyo , here to post smt new for u all to read !!

Recently had been tired easily !! last time can ton till damn late now cant damn late liao , oh no !!

And i was always hungry during midnight but damn lazy to cook =x

well , since nth to do only can watch anime or movies , or rotting.

When i was tired i felt like sleeping , but then freesky had some stuffs to wait to do , so cant sleep yet =x and it can be for hours , lol , killing time watching movie , and ton , anyway having patience and perseverance is a good sign =)

I started late in the garena game freesky , to be the proest , i needa spend more time on it , cos i dont wanna spend money , a bit waste to spend on these kind of games , example : maple.

Those online mmorpg , u just need to spend more time u can get proer , y waste ur money ?

If u dont have time to spend its ok also , just a game , unless u really wanna win others.

Having a goal or having a purpose in life makes it more meaningful , likewise in everything else , be it games , sports or w/e , if u just do smt for the sake of being force ?

U wont end up doing well , even if u had talent in that particular stuff.
Do it for others unwillingly ? also same .
If its willingly it wont fare that well too , cos its for others .

Doing it cos u set a goal in it , or u have a purpose in it , u will excel.
U will put in more effort to make ur goal realise and purpose fulfilled , thats why =D

If u lack a purpose or goal in doing smt , maybe u haven found it yet or u really doesnt value that particular stuff . If u doesnt value it , u wont have a goal , and whats ur purpose of doing that stuff?

Either forced , killing time or u havent found the merits yet.

I had a purpose in playing freesky , to get free gm =D initially.
My goal at first was just to claim all the free gm quests.

But after i claimed all , the game was quite stupid as it was simple to understand everything , it just takes time. Nothing was really difficult or complicated , the graphic was below average to me , the gameplay was a waste of time , really a game to kill time.

But since i claimed gm , its a waste of my effort initially to play and i can kill time , cos it doesnt requires much attention , only some from time to time , so i wait till the time is required then i go do it.

While waiting , i can play dota , etc , at least i got a variety of things to do , if not it will be so damn bored.
Its for people that are free from time to time and not all the time =D , though the more time u spend on it , the better it will be =) , but still it aint need so much time like other rpg games , example : maple ( u can spend 24/7 on it because theres nth for u to wait while playing the game)

Also some of my friends are playing also , friends that are playing the same game together is much more fun =D .

1.Got one more topic to talk about ( while outside )
2.We can bond while playing together ( though quarrels may occur )
3.Got friends to aid u in the game ( if they bad friends , can harm u also )
4.Got friends to accompany u playing the game or chatting in the game ( though they may ignore u )
5.U can realise which of ur friends are not worth making by points 3 and 4 ( A game may be minor , if minor stuffs can hurt ur friendship , its not worth even making xD )

What i believed

Fate is the real mastermind of people's life though you can choose to fight it , even if you win , you only can win one battle at a time , given how many battles are there in an average human life , what are the odds?

Not to consider , when you are born with ur intellectual , genes , looks , parents , siblings etc . Its all been decided , for that part fate had obviously won , u cant fight that.

Well all that u are born with u can change them , or i say that it will automatically change , cos what ur parents and siblings do, u couldn't fully control them , but yet it will affect u somehow as they are ur family and its fixed.

As for u urself , ur intellectual , looks , gifts , talents or disability all can be changed too , though people said that the original is the best , well there's no right or wrong in this question , whether its been artificially enhanced or its the original there's both good and bad cases.

Like u can take pills for a stronger body or mind , but it might have side effects in the long run or some people are allergic to the pills while some are not. So everything had good and bad.

But if u had a worst fate , its definitely hard to fight against it , if u are born gifted , well most of the stuffs are easy for u , if u are disabled , definitely life is gonna be tough.

There are cases where people can paint beautifully with their legs ! But they definitely been through a lot then people who paint with their hands. Whatever u do , no matter how hard u try to fight it , fate definitely wins (overall).

And i believe that life is totally not fair , surely there's people that fate are biased on.

That's why they had gifts , while some don't . That's why there are pretty and ugly girls , handsome and ugly guys.

While the 2nd half of your life are earned by u urself , but its inter-linked with the first , as everything that happened before affects what happen after , aint that right and obvious?

U reap what u sow , u work hard before , u will get ur rewards after. ( Simple example )

So what happen when u are born , all is inter-linked with what u wanna do in ur life.

U can give up when fate is cruel to u or fight it , fighting it is tough but at least it makes ur life easier after u reap what u sow , LOl .

When fate totally loves u , ur life aint so complicated , u can find ur path easily and achieve success easily , but the term " u reap what u sow " still comes in after all.

People who said that life is fair , or fate is fair etc are all bullshit , u need to open ur eyes wider , when u are born disabled means u will have good parents ? Or means u will be rich ?

When u are gifted means u will have a terrible family ? What u are born with , DEFINITELY aint the same as everyone else , confirm plus chop , everyone will have a different life , it aint the same when u weigh it .

If not y the african kids are so pitiful ? born terrible , life after they are born also is terrible, lmao

Get a life , those blind asses. Oh and the term motherfucker is just so nice* to use it , LOl.

Well since 2nd half of our life are governed mainly by us , still a better life can go on =) (after some hard work , of cos)

Moral of the story : U reap what u sow after fate had toyed with u and be contented with what u have to be free of worries.

P.S : What i meant to be contented with what u have means to be really CONTENTED , even if u are born blinded or with only a few years to live and had to suffer pain for 24hrs per day , be CONTENTED and just R.I.P or else u will start whining like me =)

Blog song

Just want to notify my readers that i love my blog song very much , =D .

The vocal , bass and lyrics all i love it.

Especially the lyrics , it was sad and meaningful !

Short post

Lol , i had this blog for around 2 years already , counting from 2007 , hmmm , as i am bored or wanted to think about what i had done or experienced in the past , i can just scroll back to 2007 , 2008 etc to read about my post !!

Also i can read the tags that people had tag me in the past =D

As u can see i love to reminisce about the past as it can kill time and the feeling u get while reminiscing about the past is just describable its is just so great =D , so everyone follow me and bask in the glory or shitty of ur past as the feeling u get is fantastic !

The End , will post more when i think of something =)

Random

Reagen , since u decided to have a blog , share it with all people =D , anyway only ur friends will have link ma , haha . Unless other people blog hop lor , haha.

A blog is similar to a diary , just that in a diary , what u wrote , others cant see it so easily unlike a blog , but ur deepest fear , secrets u still can share it with us if u like !

If u dont want to share it , just blog about ur daily life or just blog anything that u wanna share with ur reader !

What u feel about anything , ur opinions , ideas , etc u can just share it !

Ur readers may give valuable opinions also and can cheer u up in some ways =D

P.S I love this song ! Though i wanted to put Linkin Park - New Divide , but i cant find it in the website that i always use , so i use this song as a substitute cos its one of my favourite also =D

Having a video put is better than just a song right xP.

Enjoy !

Nostalgic Memories

Sent by weixian on
01/07/2009 10:58 pm
remember that time,when my birthday.

you send me a message.

here to give you one message for yours too.

kinda know you for 5years?

from sec 1,dont know you so well until end of year when maple is introduce.

sec2: know you well through games already,but some how,things changes for bgr. little little problem.

sec3:changes class and i remember dota is introduce in sec 2. sort of your master for it. but i'm proud that you train till so pro now.

sec4:doesnt talk much except fighting and quaareeling. because of games? and talk only for games?

but end of year became another different thing.

its where our friendship increases and really make me feel good to have you as a great buddy/friend/daddy. and of course a great bro also.

spend our tme together,playing slacking and working.

it will be damn hard to really forget that period of time,where i'm really happy to know you well. hahas.

a year after sec4:

last year,we gone from drinking and clubbing and everything. things we faced together. though things changes and you got kinda emo at times. but you still are a great fren to me.

THIS YEAR:A HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

IT MIGHT NOT BE A GREAT DAY TO YOU.(maybe cause you get emo again)

but i jus wanna TELL YOU THAT i'm happy to have you as my friend all along.

thank you so much,and may our friendship last.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY =)

I realise that no matter how unforgettable an event is , as we proceed with life , we will tend to forget bits and pieces of such memories until smt familiar happen or we chance to smt that will remind us of that unforgettable event then will we remember such nostalgic memories.

Well , a simple msg , a simple action can let someone remember smt for life as its so dear to some of us.

I happen to chance upon this msg from friendster which i never delete cos it dont happen everytime and it serves as a memory that i will remember for life ! thx wx for this wonderful memory and all of my friends who did smt sweet for me in my life =) .

I wont forget those wonderful memories , but i suppose if the duration is too long maybe my brain will auto delete those memories , so i love collecting old stuffs especially those that can provoke my memory of some stuffs that i find it sweet , be it a simple greeting.

Actions on this side is more impt , but what happen in the event will fade away if there are no stuffs that can retain the memory in it so i somehow decided to let stuffs do the thinking rather then those memories cant be retain by stuffs but by our forgetting brain.

Those stuffs that will cease to exist in a sweet event or etc , only let our brain to remember it is not good enough as we will forget it one day so i will try to pass a simple note for that person to remember that event when that note is read once.

Keeping old stuffs may be a waste of space cos it may be deemed unnecessary but when the time arise for it to be use for that person to remember all the good moments that happen during that particular period , that *old* stuff will be damn precious to provoke our memories.

So i had a habit of keeping stuffs that will let me remember something in particular that happen be it good or bad as i will remember what i did or what ppl did to me during that period forever.

Family , relatives and friends are the pillars that will let people to continue to stand strong during tough periods ! And they are the ones who make life interesting !

Playing games with friends aint that bad too , cos whatever happen during that period will let u remember it by playing back the game even when its ages ago or when people mention the name of that game will let u remember all of the memories be it good or bad.

i always play games with friends cos its more fun this way , though sometimes quarrels may arise , disappointed may be felt but i feel that playing with friends will have more good memories then bad ones !

Whatever that happen , remember to keep all stuffs that may be deem priceless but its precious to u somehow and as it ages and u chance upon it sometime in the future , that stuff may be too precious for u to forsake it , so remember that choices have consequences , decide ur choices carefully , the past is for people to remember and not to forsake , know the mistakes u did in the past and improve urself in the present , remember the nostalgic memories that happen in the past to let urself know who is dear to u , dont judge someone by the present only , judge using the past and present !

Now i know why people keep tabs of history and even teaches us history though it doesnt involve us directly means its quite useless to us -.- , haha. Maybe it may just be used to past time when u are bored , but the creation of camera , video cam , history textbooks and etc proves that history is smt worth remembering !

All photos , videos and texts are an object of the past , true right !

-Azeroth

One more new Self - Devised Quotes

Failure enhances our life

New Aim

The day i regretted is the day i learn of new stuffs and will change the way i do things =)


Well , failure is just one stumbling block that obstruct ur faster road to success only.

But without failure , its harder for u to succeed as u dunno the consequences of failing hence when u finally fall , the duration taken to get back on the right track is enhanced.

As a chinese saying , shi bai nai chen gong zi mu =D

The more u fall , the faster u will get up each time and u will learn from ur mistakes and never does that again , so if u fall in almost every aspect , u will succeed if u learn from ur mistakes as there's nothing left to let u fall le =D

I realised , family is of the utmost importance , followed by buddies , girlfriend , friends and etc .

Family is inclusive of relatives , well in short , whoever that really cares and worried for u , everytime that u had fall is worth cherishing =)

Actually , most of the stuffs i already know le as i had a long duration being with my family , friends and etc , but only when severe incidents happened then i can confirm it.

Nobody will be there for u forever , care and worried for u forever , as people always place themselves first as they can only help u when they are well.

I will try my best to not make the same mistake twice ---- Once bitten twice shy .

I will also own more people in dota so as to affirm whether i am pro or not =DD

I just hope that everybody that i cherished is worth it and for all the soldiers that fell before , recover well and fast !

Being disabled in whatever ways is terrible =(


The End

P.S : I will post more when i feel like it , LOl

-LimPeiGuan

Something Extra

Noobs play for pleasure and to train to be pros so they tend to be bo bian but to accept pro's proudness , pro scold them for mistakes ( excuses is to teach them using scolding ) and etc.

Pros play to win as they had past the terrible situation as a noob before , just that different people had different duration. When u had turn pro , u dont expect a lose , especially to unworthy opponents , so you play to win cos u got the confident to win. You dont expect to listen to other people's opinion ESPECIALLY if they are NOOBS , lmao right , pros listen to noobs de opinions?

If u had good opinions , u can be a pro yourself , if i listen to u means my pro standard will drop to become like urs -- noobs standard

yi shan you bi yi shan gao , only listen to people de advice if they are better then you , its a never ending process as i find it impossible to find one absolute pro in this world filled with TONS AND TONS OF HUMANS.

But then , if there's no absolute winner who dominate in something , then wheres the phrase " Survival of the fittest" based on.

Drama

Nowadays got watch the Tv Drama , Zhong ji san guo , hmmm its like another drama show for teenagers , with many idols as the cast.

Wooot , soooo many handsome and suave boys and many pretty and adorable girls =)

Just by watching those handsome/pretty casts will be satisfying for both boys and girls , haha .

Can admire their born with traits that is *beauty* , which most people are not born with , well only the minority are noobs and minority are pros , cos most of the people falls in the category of Average whether in sports , games , talents or looks.

So i can conclude that those who are born with talents are very LUCKY !!!!
Those that are born to be pretty/handsome are very LUCKY also !!!

Likewise , those born to be disabled , handicapped are very UNLUCKY !!!

Both cirsumtances are also unique , as not many people are the same or have the same abilities or disabilites but their usefulness is way distant.

Ok , back to topic , haha i like to drift apart by typing about the sub-topic , lols , this is why my paper 1 for chinese and english failed -.-

Well , movie or show , or whatever show , every minor details matters.

Be it biased , naturally - born reactions or w/e .

For the zhong ji san guo , though their actings are not that superb but i suppose if the actings is passable its ok for them right?
Cos as they are handsome and pretty , our focus are on their beauty and the progress of the show and not that much on their acting , as in for me la , woot , the girl acting sun shang xiang is so adorable =)

Omg , i realise smt also -.- , blogging should be more about ownself , you yourself so blogging should be using the word *I* more , as u blog about ur everyday life , what u like and etc .

But apparantly i am not doing so , lol. Haha i somehow quite prefer to debate and voice out my opinions on a topic , but heng la its all my opinion only based on my experiences and all reliable info i had gathered.

But since others also quite agree with my opinions means that what i voice out is as a whole and not really about myself.

Back to the drama , its based on san guo yan yi ! So kiddos if you are interested in san guo yan yi u can catch the show zhong ji san guo !!

Its quite exciting cos like the san guo yan yi !! war war war !! beauty beauty !! Talents !!

The names of the characters are the same only the settings are different.

But the plot and story is almost the same , so u can guess who and who will be together , how they get together , who will rule the plan , which battle who will win etc.

Well , not all are the same also cos the drama got two world , one is the what yin shi kong and one is the san guo world , lol

Their hairstyles , costumes , looks , tones , actions and actings are not so real as depicted in the book of san guo yan yi.

Well they got their own style of acting in san guo yan yi with a blend of some different scenario which never happen in the real history of san guo , but majority the story is the same as san guo just that the situation is different and the whole setting is as a School , and all of them are vying for the throne to rule all the Schools , LOl

Rule all the schools , also same as rule china right , as in dominate in the whole monopoly of Schools.

Ai ya , nvm , after a adorable girl came up on the show , i am beginning to feel more interested in watching le and i also like san guo !

Pro actors , good story and good settings , will also minus a lot of points if they had unglam actors/actress

So having a whole casts of glam people will naturally score marks for any show , as humans are biased =) . Looks is definitely impt in w/e kinds of things , jobs , r/s being idol or actor/actress , just that it may seem biased so people never put it in their mouth but its in their heart and it will come out of the closet when their actions show everything.

Example is just any simple Tv Show !

And hor humans will most likely give excuses for such biased-ness by saying what " everybody also the same , biased against race , religion , everything also biased de la ."

Sounds stupid lor , only we our own can stop such actions yet we follow others or we dont stop it. -.- , but it seems natural to be biased against noobs when i turned pro =x , guess i am a typical human being.

ENDED , SO ALL WATCH THE DRAMA , story is not bad also la.....i watch after i saw wx watching and its a comedy , a lot stupid jokes -.-

At wx's house

Currently at wx's house , haha , wx had been sleeping way way earlier then this post.

Lol , been blog hopping at his house cos there aint much to do , and i ran out of cigg -.- , just bought one pack today and its all goneee.

lol wasted so much cash having a pack of cigg gone in one day.

And i think soon i will order mac for me and wx to eat , haha , will waste around $30 more , lazy to eat other stuffs also and mac is delicious =)

Will go down to buy cigg at the 7 eleven near his house also , i think i will wake him up when its time for him to eat ba.

omg , my $50 gone in a day , haha .

waiting for morning to arise and play mahjong for hours !!!

Surely need to own my friends money liao , but HOPE i can win =D , been too unlucky recently lost quite a lot in mahjong liao , hoping to winnnn

hmmm , guess i will end here ba and one last thing , com is MUCH MORE BETTER THaN LAPPY when playing dota though my com always hang -.-

-The End-

Self - Devised Quotes =D

Environment Shapes Our Life

Experiences Changes Our Life

Memories Builds Our Life

*Friends*

After one friend told me stuffs about another friend , i then find out that for such a long duration that i known my friend , i just didnt know enough.

So i can conclude that duration is not important in friendship or w/e ships.

Its how that person and u yourself place ur friend* be it girlfriend , boyfriend or normal friends.

It doesnt necessarily means that girlfriend or boyfriend must be closer then friends right?

If u can tell even ur darkest secret to your friend instead of ur girlfriend or boyfriend means its not the *word* thats impt its how u treat ur friends.

Ya, its true that everyone have their own problems , conflicts and darkest secrets kept inside them which they wouldnt divulge to others.

And its true that u view others as brother* yet other didnt view you as one , its not either one's fault its just different people has different expectation on different *word*.

For instant i dare not group my friends , all grouped under the word *friend* is i thought enough for me , as i dont even fucking understand the word *friend* , i believe different people have different definition to the word *friend*

Choices have consequences , if i cant even tolerate my friend's behaviour or character , am i fit to be his/her friend?

If only everybody doesnt think of their own interest as priority , this world will be a better place.

If my friend give me attitude , everybody assumes he/she is wrong , yea i can break the friendship with his/her without any guilty conscious.

But the main thing is , i only care about what i think , i know everyone in this world is selfish and place themselves as priority , if me and my friend get hurt , i will heal my own wound first , because i FELT the pain , but not the pain of my friend.

Then i will give excuse ( which is also true ) like if i didnt cure my wounds , how the fuck am i suppose to cure u ? Cure ur wounds while i am in excruciating pain?
We are born to be selfish and put our own interest as priority with excuses that is.

We all do stuffs putting ourselves as priority and take it as a natural reaction cos its hard to put others before us.
If i think for my friend as to why he/she gives me attitude then maybe i can understand his/her reasons for doing that , as everybody got a reason for doing smt , be it the most childish reasons u had ever heard.

If ur friend gives u attitude cos of the most childish reasons that u had ever heard , y should u be bothered by it , break off a friendship cos of such stupid reasons ?
Ridiculous , right.

I believe its fate that people become friends but its chemistry and what u and ur friend do to maintain that friendship.

I just think that if everybody put themselves in other people's shoes , the world will not be so pathetic.

Racisim , despising bisexual , Asexual or pansexual , thats totally childish man.
U made others dislike u cos u dislike them first with hilarious reasons?
That seems childish to me .

Well if everyone was A Good Samaritan , this world will be dull and boring , people will only show *happy* expressing and neglecting those sad and anger emotions that we are born with.

Nevertheless , whatever that happens , i am glad that i can know my friends more through either they themselves told me stuffs that they had hidden or through other friends , astonished i will be but am glad =)

Only by truly understanding yourself first , will you understand others.

Duration doesnt maintain friendship , you and your friend does.

Friendship is like a puzzle , the more u know about ur friend the more u are towards completely knowing them but the gaps in between the puzzle can never be filled.

Oh man , life is boring -.-

NOOB COM

If i bo buy new com or reformat my com , i can fucking go and die .
KNNNN

today is a si bei suay day , fuck la CId , big fuck so lao lan pcb

SI BEI SUAYYY , recently been home damn late , always around midnight , the most go sch , then go work , then go drink , but now no work le

so i think at night go friend house play or go drink only.

tooo many problems to settle , uncountable. KNN

life is pathetic , we all should go and die , but pls pull in everyone before u die

Random~~

Lol , everybody will have their darkest secret , which cant be divulged to anybody.

Its known to that person only , it may sound to be like the silliest thing on Earth but it definitely holds smt to it and i think God is the only one to be able to solve it.(if god exist)

Yea , a lot of stuffs are fixed , destined , a lot of stuffs can be changed if u have the WILL to change it yet a lot are fixed . Either u blame God , blame ur parents or u can only blame yourself.

You cant choose ur parents , your siblings , your grandparents , etc.

Cant change ur looks , unless you go to do surgery which might be worst and wont change anything much.

Character can be managed , cos its changeable , and its not fixed , its only mostly affected by what influences you.

Most of the stuffs can be changed , only minority cant be changed , but the minority can affect everything cos what makes us , affects us.

Self-confident , self-esteem , blah blahh

Choices have consequences , so make your choices wisely , or else u will regret.

But how many precautions u have , u still cant know what happens after your choice , so regret is unavoidable.

People only cherish stuffs when they lost it , example is a piece of art becomes valuable after the artist die.

You wont really find something precious when you obtained it , or using it , etc.

But when you lost it , or dont have it during the time u need it , u will surely treasure it more and realise the importance of EVERYTHING , things that can be weigh by money or things that cant like Friendship or any ship la.

Bored bored bored , so write so much shit.

LOl really nth to do sia -.- , needed a variety of things to spice up life , normally i only dota or chit chat , haha boring-.-.

So cya my friends , When i am bored , all those littlest thing that kept me accompany , i will surely do my best to treasure them =)

Yesterday

Went to westmall to catch jangan Tegur with reagen and clara.

As we are late for our planned timing , we watch the later timing and played at the arcade first.

Haha , spent quite a lot on arcade , but nvm , what best is we are all happy =D

Then proceed to meet wx and esther , dinner tgt at kopitiam at lvl 3 at jp.

Went to wx's house to watch ping pong show , bus-ed home with esther , accompany esther to take 333 , rush home to play dota , com kept hang , pcb noob fuck COM , GO TO HELL.

Thrash our opponents =D , glorious performance i finally had !!

Then , tv , watch naruto the movie:bond , chat with reagen about some stuffs , -.-

U cant just look at things on the surface !! or i say just LOOK , u need to probe deeper , search deeper , dig deeper , to find the *words* that you really can use upon someone.

What u see and what u hear , ur mind believes !

Unless u look at it through different angles , be sensitive to it and MOST IMPORTANTLY , understand why the person deny what u said though u may believed its the truth base on ur knowledge cos everything can be deceiving.

Lol , all these are what i believed in =DDDDDDDD

Lol too free

Here is the analysis:

You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

The Bus

Here is the analysis:

You are more concerned with yourself rather than with others. Superficially, you are a quiet and imaginative person. As you choose to sit at the back, you can converse with your friends although you do not talk a lot.

What's on your mind?

Here is the analysis:

You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

HOROSCOPE

Traditional Capricorn Traits Practical and prudent Ambitious and disciplined Patient and careful Humorous and reserved Pessimistic and fatalistic Miserly and grudging Overconventional and rigid

Interests

• Buildings and construction, engineering, architecture, farming, agriculture, banking, finance, politics, religions of the world, business, and scientific research

Hates

• Noisy crowds and immature behavior

Suitable Careers

• Civil servant, mathematician, politician, osteopath, scientist, teacher, engineer, farmer, mineralogist, musician, builder, surveyor, dentist

General Compatibility

With Sign	If you are Male	If you are Female
Aries
Taurus
Gemini
Cancer
Leo
Virgo
Libra
Scorpio
Sagittarius
Capricorn
Aquarius
Pisces

Quiz

Hmmm no. 5 , as i really dunno who i should put , then i put a chio bu name =D

And Quiz cant be 100% true , cos what we think and what the creator thinks are different.

For no.1 , i think of the whole picture including the qns b4 i gave my answer .

here's the qns :

1.

If your boat sank, you swam to a life boat and climbed in...

How many people would be in there with you?

I immediately think of my "closer" friends , but i cant put it all as i think that a life boat couldn't carry more then 4 people , might be overcrowded or overweight.

So my thinking concept is totally different from the creator , who i suppose only thinks that people will put all their close friends and ignore the whole picture of the qns.

Another ans might be Zero people. As you rather your life be in peril alone.

Journey to the Real You

Here is the analysis:

1. You have 3 true friends.
2. You will have 1 true love before getting married.
3. It is your work ethic that you rest for just a minute.
4. Here is the description of your ideal mate: "Majestic"
5. LIU YI FEI is the person you will never get over for the rest of your life.
6. You give 80% in a relationship.

Lmao this quiz a bit bullshit

Cos everything u can choose is to add the percentage of the value of "friendship"

All only the good points no bad points -.- its unbalanced. And i think "friends" would usually fulfill min . require to help ur friends.

You value your friendships: 75%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Quiz

Having nothing to do and feeling moody , too many questions i have been pondering on about myself , life and everything else.

Hmmmm , guess u are born who u are , how u think , how u feel and how u do smt , i guess its all fixed when u are born , just hope i was born better , so as to have more self confident in w/e that i do and so with the basic essence of confident fulfill , to accomplish greater in life.

But too badd , born like that means like that.
As the saying goes , different people different life.

So i browsed esther de blog then took this quiz , hmmm some parts i think is not bad while some i think is not too true against what i think about my life.

My quote = confidence is everything

Born a loser , but if u have confidence , u surely dare to try everything and so , increase ur chances of success!!!

And hor i think , virtual world is soooo much better then the real world , no real blood-shed , easy to access , people can see ur character easily as looks is redundant , people mate , fell in love , accomplish smt , blah blah blah everything doesnt have any consequences that will let u feel *real* pain , and looks is redundant , yayyyyy no need see looks for r/s or jobs or anything , EVERYTHING IS BASE ON CHARACTER , thats the most impt.

People Finger of Pain u , ur body also wont feel pain sia , the most ur heart pain. LOL.
Virtual world rockss

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Lol too many stuffs to talk about , hmmmm.

Been playing mafia war nowadays.Anyone who got play the game also click and link and join my mafia family =D. Join My Mafia: http://apps.facebook.com/inthemafia/status_invite.php?from=577058697

Those who are in my mafia family , i will do my best to help u in w/e that u require.

For those bastards or bitches who robbed me or attack me for totally unreasonable reasons , i will make you pay back a lot times more someday.

Wait till i am strong in that game then i will rape all opponents like how i rape in dota.

Hmmm , coming to dota , recently more and more conflicts surfaced after me and my friends interact and play more and more. Got interact more so either more bonding or more conflicts either way those 2 are quite linked.

Well, most problems are quite minor but not all.Most problems are somehow releated and almost the same sia , i mean a lot of the same problems kept resurface , lol.
This means that either the problem cant be solved or it has not been solved so it kept surfacing.
Well i think it belong to the category of cant be solved , cos its about different perspective de thinking , either one finally conclusion is reached or sometimes one give way to the another.
Those most of the problems are quite minor but as u all know when many minor problems add tgt it becomes a major one , each day quarrel once is enough , will stack up till a huge and gigantic problem.

Different people de character is really hard to endure especially when they kept purposely offending you.
Once or twice can still be endured but when they go overboard quarrel or fights will occur , even breakup of friendship or anything la . Lol someone who kept purposely offending u who can fucking take it. Anyway there are sooooooo many ppl in this world that can be ur potential friend just that need to see whether u 2 de character can click or not , if not just too bad.

Ma de and Fong zun this fucker is really si bei irrating , play one dota game also cannot dont be spoiler , fucking keep spoiling the game and pissing me off. So what if its a sure win , give you an excuse to piss off ur friend or be a spoiler ar ?
Fucking noob sia and to all people who is mentally retarded or w/e , please dont scold other people noob when you yourself is noober then him/her , its fucking retarded when you cant win a person and u scold him/her noob , means u noober right.
To prove u are proer then him/her , just challenge them to a agreeable fight la.
Dont always count on ur teammates or w/e , be independent and with guts to 1v1 , challenge someone URSELF. Ur friends WONT help you forever especially when its link to survival and money issuses.


Last but not least , i really dont get this phrase "the more the merrier" , since this phrase comes out means , it is recognised worldwide but still minority doesnt think so. I think it is , cos its so popular and its recognised which means its legal to use this phrase so only minority either dont get it or dont agree with it.

Does this phrase means u all need to play tgt ? or play against one another also counted ?
I think its just friends playing together , whether its against or with , cos its THE MORE THE MERRIER.
Who will rather play with strangers , when theres friends to play with.
U will ask ur friends out for a game of basketball then u go outside and find strangers to play with .
If you and ur friends wanted to challenge some strangers , normally people will challenge those who they think is noober then them , cos most people wanted to win , not as in badly , cos winning will not throw away ur face unlike losing.

So all is the same , if your friends challenge u to something whether he team up with strangers or with other friends , u will likely to accept it if u think u will win. If u think u will lose , either u say u dont dare to accept or u dont feel like playing , but u really must mean it for ur words to prove its point.

Most people will still accept , cos its like face de problem about guts , only a game what also no harm , if all friends is even better , lose then lose lor , all friends also wont throw face cos friends (must be understanding and help one another).

Lol if ur friend(s) cant do that it means they or he/she is not ur friend , u had misplace ur trust on someone unworthly.

Friends should just seek entertainment in competitions and not just to win.Anyway playing together is a fun thing right?

Lol bottom line is i dunno what the word "friend" means. Playing , doing stuffs with friends should be agreeable with u and enjoyable.
If ur "friend" only quarrel with you or conflicts happen most of the time , doesnt understand you and doesnt try to help you or at the very least think of the whole picture and not just what they think , though i know usually ppl only think what they think is right, then ur "friend" is not a friend but an enemy cos he/she doesnt add on to ur joy , only to your misery.


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UPDATING! ! ! ! !

Since Tan Wei Xian got play facebook de mafia war and got join my mafia and he say what i after one month and 10 days then update means i slow update , WTF , i shall uPDATE A BIT.


Hmmmm on the 4th of april , me clara and edmund went to the theatre at Westmall to catch the movie "shinjuku incident", i think i spelt it correctly. At first we wanted to watch The unborn at 4pm , which i think i checked at the net one day before , but dunno y at that day they say dont have the time slot liao , lol wtf.

But nevertheless , the movie is also quite nice , got some sad moments , comedy and action and a bit of thrill.

I will recommend that movie for fans of jackie chan !! 3.5/5 stars

After that me edmund and clara went to jp to meet jd for dinner , but as clara needed to go home earlier means only me and ed meet jd for dinner.

As ed dont have enough cash , i lended ed $10 , which makes me broke also -.-

Then we go to jd house to wait for him first before hitting Jp.

Jd is done , we headed towards jp and deciding where to eat , after some hilarious and childish moments , we finally mark our destination to FEAST.

At first , we started to ponder what to eat in feast , then decided to eat indian food , but queue too long sia .

In the end , we ate pepper lunch which cost me an astounding near to $10 !#! ( i am poor).

OMGGGGGGGGG , then in the end we went to value to buy a drink , drink finish , GO HOMEEEEEEEE.

TO MY KNOWLEDGE , ed took train home , jd wait for me to take bus 157 , then we both headed home after my bus reached.

BB

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More and more projects are due , omg sian need to doooooooooooooooo , boring.

Exams coming soon = die lor.

And being a boy is troublesome enough , not to say being a Singapore boy zzzzzzzz.

ok la , not the gender or country de fault its the government de fault , cos everyone had their own individuals point of view , and the government just follow some so called higher* ranking de people's point of view and just anyhow implement laws without asking the whole country to vote .

We all have a right to vote as we are the citizens in that particular country in which the law will affect us , but oh well , the one with the most authority's decision is final.

That's why the world aint fair at all , for instances , when u are born nth is fair , different looks , different backgrounds and sometimes some are even handicapped.

OMGGGGGG DIEEEEEEEE , if doomsday comes earlier , i think it will be great , anyway this world is doomed sooner or later.

Omg

Omg , my last hamster is dead !!

I think it die of some sort of cancer , got weird parts growing out of his body in inappropriate places .

Hmmm , then i realise its dead , i use a tissue paper to wrap it and bury in under a tree around my house .

The only most decent burial i can do for a hamster.

Let's pray that my hamster will find peace wherever it went.

Amen

Bye!

Siannn

Currently studying in Mdis at commonwealth mrt station there , wa si bei sian sia , anyway school is boring la , whether u studying on Earth , Hell or heaven all is the same .

Awaiting friday and hating sunday. LOL , weeksday also hate except friday.

OK , school is boring .

The End.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm

Well , its been a long time since i updated , cos recently i was playing maple , too busy to even do anything else , haha.

But when ur lvl gets higher , it takes longer time to lvl , means need to train longer and it gets bored -.- , thats y i am blogging now , lol

Not much of my friends play also and rarely do they play for very long , as in and accompany me to play , either to talk , trade items , train tgt and stuffs lor , mostly is just talking , anyway got ppl to talk can cure part of the boredom , just training on the same stuffs alone for hours just to level is damn tough to me.

So , been slacking in maple for a long time le , getting slacker and slacker , i suppose i wont reach a high lvl soon , will take a long long long long long time.

Sleeping earlier also , lol , dunno y recently get tired easily.

School starting soon le , means only one word to describe how i felt about that ; Sian.

nothing much to blog also sia , hmmmm too many stuffs to blog cos too long never blog le , but nvm.

Life is getting bored when there's no money !!!
Never go out for sometime le
Never go play for sometimes as in required money like drinking , lan and stuffs. ( play with money then more fun)

Few ppl dota also , most of the time i dota with jd only , got 3 pubs , dread it .
I cant really slack if got 3 pubs , COS CANNOT RELY ON PUBLIC , KNN THEY ARE NOOBS.
They got my 10% is enough liao .
No teamwork , Kser , No skills and i think no parents to teach them manners also.

Ok that's it !!

Mostly had a blasting time when i am out with friends =)