November 3rd

On a saturday , though i have no school , but then its quite sian at home , although i can enjoy my music , watch movies , play games , surf net , do what i want , like eat , drink , shower and basically , its the safest place on earth , i can be spontaneous when i was at home , without constraints like outside , need money , need to waste your energy to walk blah blah , but then solo at home can be quite boring at times , when basically u had nothing more to do zzz.

I suppose all of you should know the feelings when u are at home , what u can do , cannot do , and when u are outside , what u can do or cannot do de things , all those pros and cons of being outside and home , i suppose everybody know , haha so i wont elaborate furthur , i was wanna say that sometimes human should go out and breathe some fresh air =) without cooping at home all day , although for boys , if there are tempting games , its rather tempting to be at home =D.

Especially for me , i had penchant for fun games =D haha , then today i had learn a new word also its Masochism , haha the meaning of that word is like those sick types of people that derive pleasure from inflicting hurt on themselves or others , mostly is about themselves ba , haha.

Ok today is quite a bad day , though i still own in dota and stronghold =D , ok la own as in win most of the times , haha
But during midnight , when i was watching tv , i wanted to play also since i was quite sian , then my stupid dad go stole my com and off my downloads , knn i download for so long liao , he just use the internet only , if he on the dl it only delay it a bit , for me its different when i play games i need to off it , cos playing games is like every second counts a lot , so i cant endure any delay .

Surf net i also got on dls , wonder y he cant , he is just wasting my time zzzzzzzzzzz then i told him i wanna use the com , he say that he want to use it to work , then i ask him why he doesnt want to use his new ladtop , he said that its was slow , then i say if its was slow then y u bought it in the first place , so he was silence , then i ask him to go upgrade la , and commented that if its internet speed slow , then use the wire for local area connection , or its the internet problem not the computer or ladtop problem , using the com wont help him in anyway , but he never heed my advice , ok he was quite unreasonable , but then i also never argue for the com , or else later sure quarrel.

Zzzz buy a new ladtop is for what ? to use right , buy liao still use my com , made me cannot use , in the end i use the another stupid ladtop -.- , firstly it doesnt have a numpad , when i play dota , it will affect my speed , in casting spells using the numpad , and 2ndly the cd-key for my ladtop is my own cd-key which guowei is using also -.- , being a kind person i lend guowei my cd-key for b-net , if hes playing , then i am using ladtop i cant play -.- , must use my com zzzz
i always dread that to happen , but bo bian , everything got its consequences , including being kind , haha too bad he was my friend , hope that he will buy his battle chest soon =)

Ok the end , zzz stupid father , that is the constraint of being with people zzzzzzzzz, being alone the only good thing is , nobody will inhibit u in whatever u want to do , and the bad thing is the word *lonely and plus nobody can help u , and my dad will always say sleep early only -.- always the same line , i know why la , cos i sleep , nobody will disturb him liao.
But then hor he never thinks sia , he stole my privilege of using the computer , then i will be angry just that i never say or show out , but then he still say what sleep early , i angry surely want late sleep and use whatever i can la and doesnt want to talk , wanna be alone.