*Friends*

After one friend told me stuffs about another friend , i then find out that for such a long duration that i known my friend , i just didnt know enough.

So i can conclude that duration is not important in friendship or w/e ships.

Its how that person and u yourself place ur friend* be it girlfriend , boyfriend or normal friends.

It doesnt necessarily means that girlfriend or boyfriend must be closer then friends right?

If u can tell even ur darkest secret to your friend instead of ur girlfriend or boyfriend means its not the *word* thats impt its how u treat ur friends.

Ya, its true that everyone have their own problems , conflicts and darkest secrets kept inside them which they wouldnt divulge to others.

And its true that u view others as brother* yet other didnt view you as one , its not either one's fault its just different people has different expectation on different *word*.

For instant i dare not group my friends , all grouped under the word *friend* is i thought enough for me , as i dont even fucking understand the word *friend* , i believe different people have different definition to the word *friend*

Choices have consequences , if i cant even tolerate my friend's behaviour or character , am i fit to be his/her friend?

If only everybody doesnt think of their own interest as priority , this world will be a better place.

If my friend give me attitude , everybody assumes he/she is wrong , yea i can break the friendship with his/her without any guilty conscious.

But the main thing is , i only care about what i think , i know everyone in this world is selfish and place themselves as priority , if me and my friend get hurt , i will heal my own wound first , because i FELT the pain , but not the pain of my friend.

Then i will give excuse ( which is also true ) like if i didnt cure my wounds , how the fuck am i suppose to cure u ? Cure ur wounds while i am in excruciating pain?
We are born to be selfish and put our own interest as priority with excuses that is.

We all do stuffs putting ourselves as priority and take it as a natural reaction cos its hard to put others before us.
If i think for my friend as to why he/she gives me attitude then maybe i can understand his/her reasons for doing that , as everybody got a reason for doing smt , be it the most childish reasons u had ever heard.

If ur friend gives u attitude cos of the most childish reasons that u had ever heard , y should u be bothered by it , break off a friendship cos of such stupid reasons ?
Ridiculous , right.

I believe its fate that people become friends but its chemistry and what u and ur friend do to maintain that friendship.

I just think that if everybody put themselves in other people's shoes , the world will not be so pathetic.

Racisim , despising bisexual , Asexual or pansexual , thats totally childish man.
U made others dislike u cos u dislike them first with hilarious reasons?
That seems childish to me .

Well if everyone was A Good Samaritan , this world will be dull and boring , people will only show *happy* expressing and neglecting those sad and anger emotions that we are born with.

Nevertheless , whatever that happens , i am glad that i can know my friends more through either they themselves told me stuffs that they had hidden or through other friends , astonished i will be but am glad =)

Only by truly understanding yourself first , will you understand others.

Duration doesnt maintain friendship , you and your friend does.

Friendship is like a puzzle , the more u know about ur friend the more u are towards completely knowing them but the gaps in between the puzzle can never be filled.

Oh man , life is boring -.-

NOOB COM

If i bo buy new com or reformat my com , i can fucking go and die .
KNNNN

today is a si bei suay day , fuck la CId , big fuck so lao lan pcb

SI BEI SUAYYY , recently been home damn late , always around midnight , the most go sch , then go work , then go drink , but now no work le

so i think at night go friend house play or go drink only.

tooo many problems to settle , uncountable. KNN

life is pathetic , we all should go and die , but pls pull in everyone before u die

Random~~

Lol , everybody will have their darkest secret , which cant be divulged to anybody.

Its known to that person only , it may sound to be like the silliest thing on Earth but it definitely holds smt to it and i think God is the only one to be able to solve it.(if god exist)

Yea , a lot of stuffs are fixed , destined , a lot of stuffs can be changed if u have the WILL to change it yet a lot are fixed . Either u blame God , blame ur parents or u can only blame yourself.

You cant choose ur parents , your siblings , your grandparents , etc.

Cant change ur looks , unless you go to do surgery which might be worst and wont change anything much.

Character can be managed , cos its changeable , and its not fixed , its only mostly affected by what influences you.

Most of the stuffs can be changed , only minority cant be changed , but the minority can affect everything cos what makes us , affects us.

Self-confident , self-esteem , blah blahh

Choices have consequences , so make your choices wisely , or else u will regret.

But how many precautions u have , u still cant know what happens after your choice , so regret is unavoidable.

People only cherish stuffs when they lost it , example is a piece of art becomes valuable after the artist die.

You wont really find something precious when you obtained it , or using it , etc.

But when you lost it , or dont have it during the time u need it , u will surely treasure it more and realise the importance of EVERYTHING , things that can be weigh by money or things that cant like Friendship or any ship la.

Bored bored bored , so write so much shit.

LOl really nth to do sia -.- , needed a variety of things to spice up life , normally i only dota or chit chat , haha boring-.-.

So cya my friends , When i am bored , all those littlest thing that kept me accompany , i will surely do my best to treasure them =)

Yesterday

Went to westmall to catch jangan Tegur with reagen and clara.

As we are late for our planned timing , we watch the later timing and played at the arcade first.

Haha , spent quite a lot on arcade , but nvm , what best is we are all happy =D

Then proceed to meet wx and esther , dinner tgt at kopitiam at lvl 3 at jp.

Went to wx's house to watch ping pong show , bus-ed home with esther , accompany esther to take 333 , rush home to play dota , com kept hang , pcb noob fuck COM , GO TO HELL.

Thrash our opponents =D , glorious performance i finally had !!

Then , tv , watch naruto the movie:bond , chat with reagen about some stuffs , -.-

U cant just look at things on the surface !! or i say just LOOK , u need to probe deeper , search deeper , dig deeper , to find the *words* that you really can use upon someone.

What u see and what u hear , ur mind believes !

Unless u look at it through different angles , be sensitive to it and MOST IMPORTANTLY , understand why the person deny what u said though u may believed its the truth base on ur knowledge cos everything can be deceiving.

Lol , all these are what i believed in =DDDDDDDD

Lol too free

Here is the analysis:

You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

The Bus

Here is the analysis:

You are more concerned with yourself rather than with others. Superficially, you are a quiet and imaginative person. As you choose to sit at the back, you can converse with your friends although you do not talk a lot.

What's on your mind?

Here is the analysis:

You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.