yoyo

yoyo , here to post smt new for u all to read !!

Recently had been tired easily !! last time can ton till damn late now cant damn late liao , oh no !!

And i was always hungry during midnight but damn lazy to cook =x

well , since nth to do only can watch anime or movies , or rotting.

When i was tired i felt like sleeping , but then freesky had some stuffs to wait to do , so cant sleep yet =x and it can be for hours , lol , killing time watching movie , and ton , anyway having patience and perseverance is a good sign =)

I started late in the garena game freesky , to be the proest , i needa spend more time on it , cos i dont wanna spend money , a bit waste to spend on these kind of games , example : maple.

Those online mmorpg , u just need to spend more time u can get proer , y waste ur money ?

If u dont have time to spend its ok also , just a game , unless u really wanna win others.

Having a goal or having a purpose in life makes it more meaningful , likewise in everything else , be it games , sports or w/e , if u just do smt for the sake of being force ?

U wont end up doing well , even if u had talent in that particular stuff.
Do it for others unwillingly ? also same .
If its willingly it wont fare that well too , cos its for others .

Doing it cos u set a goal in it , or u have a purpose in it , u will excel.
U will put in more effort to make ur goal realise and purpose fulfilled , thats why =D

If u lack a purpose or goal in doing smt , maybe u haven found it yet or u really doesnt value that particular stuff . If u doesnt value it , u wont have a goal , and whats ur purpose of doing that stuff?

Either forced , killing time or u havent found the merits yet.

I had a purpose in playing freesky , to get free gm =D initially.
My goal at first was just to claim all the free gm quests.

But after i claimed all , the game was quite stupid as it was simple to understand everything , it just takes time. Nothing was really difficult or complicated , the graphic was below average to me , the gameplay was a waste of time , really a game to kill time.

But since i claimed gm , its a waste of my effort initially to play and i can kill time , cos it doesnt requires much attention , only some from time to time , so i wait till the time is required then i go do it.

While waiting , i can play dota , etc , at least i got a variety of things to do , if not it will be so damn bored.
Its for people that are free from time to time and not all the time =D , though the more time u spend on it , the better it will be =) , but still it aint need so much time like other rpg games , example : maple ( u can spend 24/7 on it because theres nth for u to wait while playing the game)

Also some of my friends are playing also , friends that are playing the same game together is much more fun =D .

1.Got one more topic to talk about ( while outside )
2.We can bond while playing together ( though quarrels may occur )
3.Got friends to aid u in the game ( if they bad friends , can harm u also )
4.Got friends to accompany u playing the game or chatting in the game ( though they may ignore u )
5.U can realise which of ur friends are not worth making by points 3 and 4 ( A game may be minor , if minor stuffs can hurt ur friendship , its not worth even making xD )

What i believed

Fate is the real mastermind of people's life though you can choose to fight it , even if you win , you only can win one battle at a time , given how many battles are there in an average human life , what are the odds?

Not to consider , when you are born with ur intellectual , genes , looks , parents , siblings etc . Its all been decided , for that part fate had obviously won , u cant fight that.

Well all that u are born with u can change them , or i say that it will automatically change , cos what ur parents and siblings do, u couldn't fully control them , but yet it will affect u somehow as they are ur family and its fixed.

As for u urself , ur intellectual , looks , gifts , talents or disability all can be changed too , though people said that the original is the best , well there's no right or wrong in this question , whether its been artificially enhanced or its the original there's both good and bad cases.

Like u can take pills for a stronger body or mind , but it might have side effects in the long run or some people are allergic to the pills while some are not. So everything had good and bad.

But if u had a worst fate , its definitely hard to fight against it , if u are born gifted , well most of the stuffs are easy for u , if u are disabled , definitely life is gonna be tough.

There are cases where people can paint beautifully with their legs ! But they definitely been through a lot then people who paint with their hands. Whatever u do , no matter how hard u try to fight it , fate definitely wins (overall).

And i believe that life is totally not fair , surely there's people that fate are biased on.

That's why they had gifts , while some don't . That's why there are pretty and ugly girls , handsome and ugly guys.

While the 2nd half of your life are earned by u urself , but its inter-linked with the first , as everything that happened before affects what happen after , aint that right and obvious?

U reap what u sow , u work hard before , u will get ur rewards after. ( Simple example )

So what happen when u are born , all is inter-linked with what u wanna do in ur life.

U can give up when fate is cruel to u or fight it , fighting it is tough but at least it makes ur life easier after u reap what u sow , LOl .

When fate totally loves u , ur life aint so complicated , u can find ur path easily and achieve success easily , but the term " u reap what u sow " still comes in after all.

People who said that life is fair , or fate is fair etc are all bullshit , u need to open ur eyes wider , when u are born disabled means u will have good parents ? Or means u will be rich ?

When u are gifted means u will have a terrible family ? What u are born with , DEFINITELY aint the same as everyone else , confirm plus chop , everyone will have a different life , it aint the same when u weigh it .

If not y the african kids are so pitiful ? born terrible , life after they are born also is terrible, lmao

Get a life , those blind asses. Oh and the term motherfucker is just so nice* to use it , LOl.

Well since 2nd half of our life are governed mainly by us , still a better life can go on =) (after some hard work , of cos)

Moral of the story : U reap what u sow after fate had toyed with u and be contented with what u have to be free of worries.

P.S : What i meant to be contented with what u have means to be really CONTENTED , even if u are born blinded or with only a few years to live and had to suffer pain for 24hrs per day , be CONTENTED and just R.I.P or else u will start whining like me =)

Blog song

Just want to notify my readers that i love my blog song very much , =D .

The vocal , bass and lyrics all i love it.

Especially the lyrics , it was sad and meaningful !